its about my mom...? [18 Jan 2006|05:21pm] dude yeah so i just realized how much it sucks to have a mom who chooses her husband over you and how you can sit there and watch your children, your own flesh and blood walking out the door after your husband kicked them out. i also dont get how you can let him talk about how much hes sick of your daughter and son and their shit when theyre right around the corner. i dont understand how you can be a mother and say "i love you" to your kid when theres clearly no meaning behind it what so ever. i just dont get how no matter how many times you said to your kid that they come first and that you promise that..... that you could be lying the whole time and even that little bit of truth you could just throw away in an instant. i dont get how when you lose your kid one time and say you never want to lose her again... you could just watch her walk out.. walk away from you for a long time and know that things will never be the same again... i dont understand how you can say you care so much about your daughter and when she used to threaten her life all you could say was "i have one kid in the hospital right now, i dont want another one in there too." no matter how much you knew she needed help, you just chose to be selfish and think about your own feelings. i just dont get how you could just watch as 2 people who are supposed to be who you live for and who you are upposed to live for just walk rightout of your life and not seem to show any pain...idk.. its sad just 2 days ago i still had a mom and now its gone Comment.

uhh yes... [26 Jul 2005|11:09am] [ mood | angry ] Well...... there is no longer going to be "Sam and Danielle" our frendship no longer exists because i have forgiven her too many times and she has lied to me too many times..... if i come around i might talk to her.... i just had to say it cuz yeahh... 1 Commented. | Comment.

Matt, School, And Corinne! : ) : ( [13 Jun 2005|10:28am] [ mood | N bitchy Cori is makin me laff ] I'm in school...i cried in the morning.. matt dumped me over the weekend...gay reasons.. i love corinne so much! I still love matt....uhm i dont want to talk anymore...yeah... Comment.

Me and rachi have a snake [18 Apr 2005|05:12pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Me and rachi have a snake named Dickhead...but when we're around adults its name is buster...dont hate bitches you're fucking jealous and you know it too.... we have awesome times and its hott I'm going to make another acronym for her to describe her... Random Awesome Cool Hott Always sexxi Extremely obsessed with Senses Fail Look at that ass! Call her Rachi Honest Radiant Insane Super duper fun Tell her you love her bitches! Intense in the sack Never stops sucking my cock Every time i think of her i pop a boner My best friend A very hott girl Rad Slut...but only for me Horny when i'm around Always thinking of boys Love her so much Loser ((in a god way)) - Very strange Anyone her hurts her....i'll kick ur bottom Lame Kick ASS! Wow i love her...yes i do Comment.

I'm at school in the library...alone [22 Mar 2005|10:23am] [ mood | blah ] Hmm i'm bored and i'm done with my work and i'm supposed to be in study, but i came to this english class in the library instead... both my teachers are pissed at me lol and it kinda sux...but o well...everyone left me and i have nothing to do...but i can't leave yet cuz then i'll gte in even more trouble...but hey...it's not my fault but it's pretty creepy to hear pure nothingness except for computers. but yeah my life hasn't been going too great i guess that sux for me but i'll get over it sooner or later. my mom and her bf don't really like me and i guess they're "sick of me and my bullshit" but its all good. I guess since my life isnt good now..it wont really ever be..or at least it seems that way. If my mom and her bf dont like me...its not my problem actually it is mine but i gotta go..bells ringing 1 Commented. | Comment.

Hmmm [16 Mar 2005|10:34am] [ mood | and bitchy... ] Hmm... i'm sitting next to chelsea, brandon and brian and they are al touching eachothers boobs cept for chelsea and me....this is pretty gross/ amusing b/c they are touching eachother's boobs while making odd noises ew.but yeah im in tech. ed. or w/e and i am SO bore. Mr. Stockwell is playing weird music and i dont like it. this is so boring! grrr but yeah i just wanted to let ppl know that Chelsea is my wife and I love her :);) and now i am oging to go on NickJR.com and read/listen to stories. and brandon just sad his cousin is hott. ew. but i guess hes just kidding...i hope...but yeah i must go.... x3Samx3 Comment.

It's my birthday.....it's usually a good day but it's not 4 me [14 Mar 2005|05:29pm] [ mood | My Mom Should Shove It!!! ERRR ] Well it's my birthday and it sux.....my moms being a whore and it's probably the worst bday ive ever had and yeah...well i keep crying cuz it sux and yeah....well im out... Comment.

Hmm....Lmao! me and catie pretended to be lesbians lol [26 Feb 2005|11:02pm] [ mood | energetic ] Me and Will UxMeanNothing2Me: Catie's mine so back the fuck away from her!!!!!! inthearmy2005: who did? inthearmy2005: dis?> UxMeanNothing2Me: her girlfriend! inthearmy2005: and that is? UxMeanNothing2Me: Cortney inthearmy2005: Cortney who? UxMeanNothing2Me: Sawyer UxMeanNothing2Me: I live in Providence inthearmy2005: wutever inthearmy2005: cant take the competition UxMeanNothing2Me: no cuz she mine wtf is your problem! inthearmy2005: WTF is your problem UxMeanNothing2Me: cuz oyur tryin to take my girl UxMeanNothing2Me: !! inthearmy2005: O well UxMeanNothing2Me: no not o well you fucking sick obsessed bastard! UxMeanNothing2Me: leave her alone shes mine! inthearmy2005: yes cuz i am so fat inthearmy2005: haha ur a loser Catie and Will inthearmy2005: u gots a girlfriend x0xRelinquishx0x: maybe inthearmy2005: hey i dont care if u do x0xRelinquishx0x: no....; she just kiddin around inthearmy2005: ok Oh, theres more :) Me and Will again UxMeanNothing2Me: its sam UxMeanNothing2Me: just kidding inthearmy2005: haha UxMeanNothing2Me: i sadi obsessed not obease inthearmy2005: srry already pissed today and that wasnt making me very happy lol UxMeanNothing2Me: sorry UxMeanNothing2Me: inthearmy2005: no its ok, lol i was about to go off though UxMeanNothing2Me: oh inthearmy2005: so whats goin on? UxMeanNothing2Me: nuthing jc wit catie and stef u? UxMeanNothing2Me: u still dcant have her thoguh UxMeanNothing2Me: though* UxMeanNothing2Me: cant* inthearmy2005: i know inthearmy2005: but in my dreams i can UxMeanNothing2Me: nuh uh i can change that inthearmy2005: uh, yea UxMeanNothing2Me: no way girrrrlfriend UxMeanNothing2Me: like I said......you deffffffffffffffffffffffffinatey absolutely positively CANNOT have her inthearmy2005: O WELL, SUCKS but i have her in my dreams UxMeanNothing2Me: noppe UxMeanNothing2Me: woowwwwwwwwwww inthearmy2005: yuh, thats when and if i sleep UxMeanNothing2Me: you are deff wayyyyy too obsessive UxMeanNothing2Me: well think of this shes sleeping wit ME in MY BED tonight! so BLAH! inthearmy2005: awsome UxMeanNothing2Me: yeah too bad you're not there b/c shes mine! not yours...MINE seriously inthearmy2005: awsome UxMeanNothing2Me: and my friend blaine's b/c if you even THINK about having her you'll be down SO FAST before you can say "HELP ME I WANT MY MOM! I AM A OVERLY OBSESSIVE FREAKY CREEPY FRUIT CAKE!" inthearmy2005: i dont have a mom UxMeanNothing2Me: oh? okay then daddi inthearmy2005: hes almost gone, i never met my mom and dont talk to my dad UxMeanNothing2Me: ok......then your brother? inthearmy2005: dont even talk ot them UxMeanNothing2Me: BULLSHIT!!! YOU LIVE WITH DAN! YOU LYING FUCK!!!! inthearmy2005: i dont talk to him lol inthearmy2005: i may live with him but i dont talk to him UxMeanNothing2Me: pssshh ya okay UxMeanNothing2Me: well then Steve inthearmy2005: haha ok there u go works for me UxMeanNothing2Me: it better.... but i am serious! UxMeanNothing2Me: shes mine and blaine's inthearmy2005: OK, WHATEVER UxMeanNothing2Me: no dont gimme w/e that pisses me off SO BAD! UxMeanNothing2Me: and i am about to have a b.f. ryte noww! inthearmy2005: WHATEVER!!! if it bothers u so much just leave me alone and shut the fuck up about how Catie is yours UxMeanNothing2Me: no way girrrlfirend UxMeanNothing2Me: girrlfriend* UxMeanNothing2Me: fine i won't UxMeanNothing2Me: then she's Blaine's UxMeanNothing2Me: THAT better? inthearmy2005: WHATEVER SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT IT OK, doesnt change aything UxMeanNothing2Me: overly obsesive freak UxMeanNothing2Me: no! dont tell to shut up UxMeanNothing2Me: you shut the fuck up about her! inthearmy2005: yea wutever ill tell u whatever the fuck i want to UxMeanNothing2Me: asshole inthearmy2005: wuthever UxMeanNothing2Me: learn how to spell UxMeanNothing2Me: w.e bye Catie and Will again... inthearmy2005: i am so bored x0xRelinquishx0x: me too inthearmy2005: r u calling me tomorow if i can come over or wut? x0xRelinquishx0x: hm.....hi inthearmy2005: hi x0xRelinquishx0x: having fun? inthearmy2005: not AT ALL x0xRelinquishx0x: stop telling my friend to shut the fuck up inthearmy2005: sure x0xRelinquishx0x: okay... she was just defending me x0xRelinquishx0x: in a sorta weird x0xRelinquishx0x: way inthearmy2005: i dont need peopel to talk to me and repeat shit over and over again x0xRelinquishx0x: um.... well then you would get it the first time if you didn't and obviously you didnt inthearmy2005: imm done tryin with you, i be just friends x0xRelinquishx0x: good....thats what I wanted in the first place..but you still got all...yeah inthearmy2005: ok YEah very interesting LOl well yeah thats it I love the two women on either side of me ((Stef and Catie < [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<lol [...] they're>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Me and Will UxMeanNothing2Me: Catie's mine so back the fuck away from her!!!!!! inthearmy2005: who did? inthearmy2005: dis?> UxMeanNothing2Me: her girlfriend! inthearmy2005: and that is? UxMeanNothing2Me: Cortney inthearmy2005: Cortney who? UxMeanNothing2Me: Sawyer UxMeanNothing2Me: I live in Providence inthearmy2005: wutever inthearmy2005: cant take the competition UxMeanNothing2Me: no cuz she mine wtf is your problem! inthearmy2005: WTF is your problem UxMeanNothing2Me: cuz oyur tryin to take my girl UxMeanNothing2Me: !! inthearmy2005: O well UxMeanNothing2Me: no not o well you fucking sick obsessed bastard! UxMeanNothing2Me: leave her alone shes mine! inthearmy2005: yes cuz i am so fat inthearmy2005: haha ur a loser Catie and Will inthearmy2005: u gots a girlfriend x0xRelinquishx0x: maybe inthearmy2005: hey i dont care if u do x0xRelinquishx0x: no....; she just kiddin around inthearmy2005: ok Oh, theres more :) Me and Will again UxMeanNothing2Me: its sam UxMeanNothing2Me: just kidding inthearmy2005: haha UxMeanNothing2Me: i sadi obsessed not obease inthearmy2005: srry already pissed today and that wasnt making me very happy lol UxMeanNothing2Me: sorry UxMeanNothing2Me: inthearmy2005: no its ok, lol i was about to go off though UxMeanNothing2Me: oh inthearmy2005: so whats goin on? UxMeanNothing2Me: nuthing jc wit catie and stef u? UxMeanNothing2Me: u still dcant have her thoguh UxMeanNothing2Me: though* UxMeanNothing2Me: cant* inthearmy2005: i know inthearmy2005: but in my dreams i can UxMeanNothing2Me: nuh uh i can change that inthearmy2005: uh, yea UxMeanNothing2Me: no way girrrrlfriend UxMeanNothing2Me: like I said......you deffffffffffffffffffffffffinatey absolutely positively CANNOT have her inthearmy2005: O WELL, SUCKS but i have her in my dreams UxMeanNothing2Me: noppe UxMeanNothing2Me: woowwwwwwwwwww inthearmy2005: yuh, thats when and if i sleep UxMeanNothing2Me: you are deff wayyyyy too obsessive UxMeanNothing2Me: well think of this shes sleeping wit ME in MY BED tonight! so BLAH! inthearmy2005: awsome UxMeanNothing2Me: yeah too bad you're not there b/c shes mine! not yours...MINE seriously inthearmy2005: awsome UxMeanNothing2Me: and my friend blaine's b/c if you even THINK about having her you'll be down SO FAST before you can say "HELP ME I WANT MY MOM! I AM A OVERLY OBSESSIVE FREAKY CREEPY FRUIT CAKE!" inthearmy2005: i dont have a mom UxMeanNothing2Me: oh? okay then daddi inthearmy2005: hes almost gone, i never met my mom and dont talk to my dad UxMeanNothing2Me: ok......then your brother? inthearmy2005: dont even talk ot them UxMeanNothing2Me: BULLSHIT!!! YOU LIVE WITH DAN! YOU LYING FUCK!!!! inthearmy2005: i dont talk to him lol inthearmy2005: i may live with him but i dont talk to him UxMeanNothing2Me: pssshh ya okay UxMeanNothing2Me: well then Steve inthearmy2005: haha ok there u go works for me UxMeanNothing2Me: it better.... but i am serious! UxMeanNothing2Me: shes mine and blaine's inthearmy2005: OK, WHATEVER UxMeanNothing2Me: no dont gimme w/e that pisses me off SO BAD! UxMeanNothing2Me: and i am about to have a b.f. ryte noww! inthearmy2005: WHATEVER!!! if it bothers u so much just leave me alone and shut the fuck up about how Catie is yours UxMeanNothing2Me: no way girrrlfirend UxMeanNothing2Me: girrlfriend* UxMeanNothing2Me: fine i won't UxMeanNothing2Me: then she's Blaine's UxMeanNothing2Me: THAT better? inthearmy2005: WHATEVER SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT IT OK, doesnt change aything UxMeanNothing2Me: overly obsesive freak UxMeanNothing2Me: no! dont tell to shut up UxMeanNothing2Me: you shut the fuck up about her! inthearmy2005: yea wutever ill tell u whatever the fuck i want to UxMeanNothing2Me: asshole inthearmy2005: wuthever UxMeanNothing2Me: learn how to spell UxMeanNothing2Me: w.e bye Catie and Will again... inthearmy2005: i am so bored x0xRelinquishx0x: me too inthearmy2005: r u calling me tomorow if i can come over or wut? x0xRelinquishx0x: hm.....hi inthearmy2005: hi x0xRelinquishx0x: having fun? inthearmy2005: not AT ALL x0xRelinquishx0x: stop telling my friend to shut the fuck up inthearmy2005: sure x0xRelinquishx0x: okay... she was just defending me x0xRelinquishx0x: in a sorta weird x0xRelinquishx0x: way inthearmy2005: i dont need peopel to talk to me and repeat shit over and over again x0xRelinquishx0x: um.... well then you would get it the first time if you didn't and obviously you didnt inthearmy2005: imm done tryin with you, i be just friends x0xRelinquishx0x: good....thats what I wanted in the first place..but you still got all...yeah inthearmy2005: ok YEah very interesting LOl well yeah thats it I love the two women on either side of me ((Stef and Catie <<lol they're both mine>> te.he.he)) ((I'm a []D.[].[]V[].[]D ;) lol)) they're so awesome i love them :)...... Hmm well..Stefani Ruth Plante is now going to update her thinger.. later 1 Commented. | Comment.

A survey thinger [17 Feb 2005|08:04pm] [ mood | Make me bleed more...Fuck This ] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Sam Miles. Birthday: March 14, 1991. Birthplace: Framingham, Massachusetts. Current Location: Northbridge, Massachusetts, Or Burrillville Rhode Island. Eye Color: Blue/green or blue or green. Hair Color: Dark brown. Height: 5, 0''. Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed. Your Heritage: Swedish french canadian, french uhh brittish. The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans. Your Weakness: Hmmm rape? Your Fears: Burning, being alone. Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Hmm not die and get good grades?. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:haha Thoughts First Waking Up:Am I going to die today? or fuck this I want to sleep. Your Best Physical Feature: I don't have one. Your Bedtime: Whenever I go to sleep Your Most Missed Memory: Happiness Pepsi or Coke: Neither but I like sprite... so coke products I guess MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King. Single or Group Dates: Group dates. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea. Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or Coffee: Capuccino. Do you Smoke: No. Do you Swear: Yes. Do you Sing: When no one can hear. Do you Shower Daily: Yes, sometimes twice or more. Have you Been in Love: Not sure. Do you want to go to College: Yes. Do you want to get Married: Yes. Do you belive in yourself: Not always. Do you get Motion Sickness: No. Do you think you are Attractive: NO. Are you a Health Freak: No. Do you get along with your Parents: No. Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes. Do you play an Instrument: Used to but not anymore. In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes. In the past month have you Smoked: No. In the past month have you been on Drugs: No. In the past month have you gone on a Date: No. In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes. In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Yes.But too bad they come in bag thingers. In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No. In the past month have you been on Stage: No. In the past month have you been Dumped: No. In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No. In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No. Ever been Drunk: Yes. Ever been called a Tease: No. Ever been Beaten up: No. Ever Shoplifted: No. How do you want to Die: Suicide. What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Hmm Nurse? What country would you most like to Visit: Sweden. In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Blue/Green. Favourite Hair Color: Anything dark. Short or Long Hair: Short, or kind of long (Shaggy). Height: Tall. Weight: Skinny. Best Clothing Style: Anything but scrubby and ugly. Number of Drugs I have taken: As in... Number of CDs I own: Few. Number of Piercings: 2 Number of Tattoos: None yet. Number of things in my Past I Regret: Being a retard and moving back with my mom and letting myself get addicted to cutting...which basically means cutting. Comment.

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